শৈশৱৰ কিচু মিথা অনুভতি(খন্দ ৩)

Rita pehir logot hate lute dhora khuwar pasot moi aru dunai pehir xorirot soku diboloi xah napalu .duidinoloike voyot ghorotei thakilu jeniba dewtak kothatu koi a dia.kintu duidin par huwar pasot o kunuwe aku nukuwa dekhi moi swavabik jibonoloi ghuri ahilu.moi mon tuk xonjom kori jounotar proti akarkhito huwar pora jiman paru sesta korilu .kintu xei boyokhot jounotar proti atori thoka janu xohoj? jot mur xeitu boyokhot notun notun jouno xokti barhiboloi aromvo korisil matro.tothapi moi rita pehir pora olop dure durei thoka holu.

Fagunor mah aromvo hoisil.ami xokolu lora suwali a godhuli xomoyot kheliboloi ulai jao.amatkoi dangor lora bure criket nohole footbal khalilsil.kintu amar xomoniya burok xihote khelot log nololoisil.xeibabe amar boyokhiya lora suwali aru amatkoi ollop xoru buror logot beleg khel khelisilu jot ketyaba kabadi nohole luka bhaku khelu. Amar xomniya r majote ajoni dhunia aru xokolutkoi boga suwali ajoni asil.nam xurobhi. Ga tu iman xokot o nhoy khin o nohoi..toloni huwa nasil jodiu bukukhan olop man fuli uthisil.prai tai haf pant aru top pindhisil. Gao khanot tay a sage prothom halpant pindhisil suwali buror majot.bakibure skirt nohole legings typr longpant pindhe. Xidina kabadi khel khanat xurobhi a amar dal tur hy khelisil aru birudhi dol tuk akromon koriboloi aag barhi goisil..tetya biporit dolot thoka ranjan namor lora ajone tayir top sulatut dhori tani disil folot tayir top tu uporoloike uthi goisil aru ami xokoluwe tayir boga aru kumol xorir to dekha paisilu.bakibur lorar kotha najanu kintu xurobhir boga xorir to  dekhi mor mon tut sereng koi bijuli mari disil aru bukukhan jure jure dhopdhopaisil.iyar purbe xurobhik dekhi ketyao tene loga nasil kintiu tayir boga xorir tuye muk tayir proti akorkhito kori tulisil.hoitu mur dore baki lora keitaro akei bhab jagisil.xidina tay amar dal tut thoka babe mur biratei apsus aru bejar lagisil.jodi tay birudhi daltut thakil hy tente sage moi tayir xorir tuk sui sabo parilu hy khelor bahanare . Xidina khel kheli ahi ratiu mur xurobhir xei drisya tuye sokut bhahi thakil jot tayir top tu uthi bukur loike uthi goisil.vitorot simis nasil babe kokalor pora bukuloike gotei tayir xorir tuk dekhisilu..drisya tu monot pora loge logei mur xoru nunutut gudgudir anubhob korilu..tetya moi hatmaribo najanisilu.kintu xidina je narikol gos dalot nunu tu sepa khai ghoha khaisil aru moi beleg ata tripti paisilu xei kotha monot asil.xeibabe moi bisona khanot tolpet kori xui nunutu bisona khanat jure jure hesa mari diu.hesa khuwar folot mur nunu tut beleg ata tripti paisilu..moi kisu xomoi xorobhir dekhi aha drisya tuk monot pelai pelai a bosona khanaot nunu to hesa khuwai thakilu .kisuxomoi pisote nunutut ata porom tripti lav korilu..mor mon tu anondot nasi uthil.xei tripti puwar pasot kisuxomoi teneke a bisonaot pori rolu.kintu xeiboyokhot mur nunur pora paniu uluwa nasil.

Pisdina o ami lora suwalibure khel potharot gut khalu .kintu dutaman logor lora ahi nupuwar babe khela arombho koribo pora nasilu.moi xidina budhi kori xurobhik amar grupot nololu. .aru kisu xomoi pisote khel aromvo korilu..mur mon tut dusto budhi khelai asile ..ata xomoyot xurobhi a xihotor dolor hy amar fale attack koriboloi ahile..itimodhe amar dol tur dujan lora out hy goisil..mur logot matro tini jani suwali asile amar gropt.jetya xurobhi a amak attack koribo ahile tetya moi sider fale ghura loge loge pishpineor pora xabota mari tani anilu..thik pator bhagot moi tayik xabota mari dhorilu pishpinor pore..tayu mor hator pora xariboloi jur logale..moi biratei moza paisilu tayik teneke xabota mari dhori.mur nunu tu tayir topinat jure jure khunda lagi asil moi jen jani buji a kisuxomoi teneke dhori thakilu..xokuluwe bhabisil moi khelor babe tayik ttani dhori rakhisu kintu mur khelotkoi jouno baxonar babei tayik dhori rakhisilu. Xei kotha kuneo gom napaisil..moi gotei khel khanot jen tayik dhorar a xubidha bisari asile .jiman bare tay attack koribo ahe ximan barei moi tayik bogorai dhoru.ketyaba thio thioi.akou ketyaba matit pelai lou..mor jen anondor xima nohuwa hoisil.  Mor baxonar notun bostu jen xurobhir xorir tu hy porisil . Xidinar pora moi prai a khelor maje maje tayir xorir tuk xabota mari dhoru aru rati ahi bisonat nunu tu hesi dhori xokolubur ghotona monot pelai porom tripti lav koru..

Xei fagun mahote adin fakuwa( holi) ahil. Ami logor lora buror logot mili xokolure ghore ghore rong xani furisilu.moi agor porai ata budhi kori  rakhisilu fakuwa xonar solere xurobhir deha tu sui suwar.aru bhoba motei logor lora buror logot goi xurobhi hotor ghorot uposthit holu.amak juwa dekhi xurobhi a dourmari roomor vitort xumal aru dorja khan vitoror pora hesi dhorile.tayik doura dekhi a ami xokulweo tayir pisa loi roomtur fale dour dilu aru dorjakhan theliboloi lagi golu.amar kando karkhan bur dekhi xurobhir dewtako o  hahi mari dile.bapeke amar xoixobor dhemeli buli a bhabisil kintu mur mon tut jen attya xei loralir dhemali nohoi baxonar dhemali he aguri dhorisil.amak teneke dorjakhonot thela hesa kora dekhi bapeke jiyekok koi uthil..ma o aku nhy ulai aha. .fagun mahot rong xanibo lage bemar ajar kota jai..ulai aha..amiu dewtakor kotaxarot anondo palu..ami aru besi jur logalu dorjakhan khuliboloi..oboxekhot ami dorjakhan theli vitort xumai golu..aru 5 6 jan lorai sariu fale agusi dhori tayirr gale mukhe rong xaniboloi lole..kintu xei viror majote moi pishpinor pora tayir toptur tolere hat dukhan vorai notun notun koi fuli aha buku khanat rong xani dilu.moi bukukhanot hat ddukhenere muhariboloi dhorilu…bukur kumul kumol mankho kheni lari biratei bhal lagisil mur..kisu xomoi sobe rong xonar pisot ami belg aghortat xumalu. Aru xihotor ghoror manuh burok o rong xanilu..teneke keighor man ghorot xumai rong diar pasot moi dekhilu xurobhi a raijor pukhuri fale ga dhubor babe ulai goise..moi logor keitak kolu..oi ajiloi hobo de..ga sa dhougei..pishbela ga dhuboloi thanda lagibo.. mor kotha xuni dujon lora a kole..dhui atyai hol nki ga dhobo..? Aru dekhun asei gaor bohu keighort xamabo..ty jagoi..ami manuh burok rong xani ahugui..

Moi valei palu ..moi xihotor pora falori kati ghoroloi ahilu aru totatiyakoi gamusa aru sabon loi raijor pukhuri fale  golu..moi janisilu xei xomoyot kunu manuh aru ga dhubo najai.moi goi dekhilu pukhuri par tur ata dangor xil tut tayir rong loga top to dhui asil.moi o tayir usorote bohi nijor rong loga hat khan sabun logai majiboloi dhorilu..aru maje maje soku juri tayir fale keahikoi tayir boga xorir tur fale sao tay nedekhakoi a. Tay xei xomoyot uporot rong loga top tu xolokai losil.pindhonot matro ata gulopia xoru simis..aru hafpant tu..xei xoru simis tuye tayir gotei deha tuk dhakiboloi xokhom huwa nasil pispine pantor uparat topinar upar bhag dhuniakoi ulai porisil..aru agor faleo dhila simisor babe bukukhan prai udang howar dorei hy asil..moi supi supi xeiburei sai asilu..tay xeiburor proti gurotwa nai.jountar proti aku gyan nasil tayir..jihetu toloniu huwa nasil..kintu xei tuloni nuhuwa xorir tuk dekhi a mur xorirot jountar vab prokot hy uthisil jodiu ami aketa boyokhrei prai..moi thio hoi a uporor pora tayir bukur fale soku furai asilu..tay bohi bohi kapor dhui thoka babe uporor pora simisor tololoike bukur bhag dekha puwa hy asil.ifale mur gamusar tolot nunutu thio hy asil..moi jani buji a tayir kakhot thio di hat bhori dhuwar bahana kori asilu jate tayir boga xorir tuk usoror pora dekha pai thaku. Khontek pisote tay kapor khan dhui aibar nijor gat lagi thoka rong bur dhuboloi loisil..gotei bur rong safa huwar pasot tay pukhurit lahekoi nami gol aru ata dubki mari uthi ahil..ga tu jiki juwar babe tayir simis to deha tut gotei lagi dhorisil..aru tayik tene roopt dekhi mor xorbo xorir kopi uthisil..moi tayik dekhi veba lagi sai rolu..xidina he jen moi tayir bukur uthan khene bhalkoi lokho korilu simis tu bukut lepat khai roisil folot tayir bukur uthan kimanoloi barhi ahisil dekha puwa goisil.tay paroloi aha dekhi moi kolu..pithi dekhu rong nogolei.? tay atya pithir fale ghuri o sabo nuware aru pithit okole majibou nuware..moi budhi kori kolu..dia moi safa kori diu..

Tayu aku badha nokori bholor jabor tukura muk hatot dile..moi tayik xiltute athu vaj khuwai bohi loboloi kolu..tay jupura lagi bohi lole..moi anondo aru ullaxot a tayir pis pine bohi lolu aru akhon hatere tayir simis tu akebare uporoloi uthai dilu.mor soku agot tayir boga nogno pithi khan ulai poril.mur gol xukai goisil ata xukan xep dhuki lolu..khuwa bostu dekhar dore jen mur mukhot laloti boi ahibo khujise..iman boga pithi.moi obak hoi sai rolu..dhunia xoru lahi pithikhanar thik majere akhon xoru noi boi juwar dore rajhar dale beleg ata xondorjo prodal korisil pithi khan .moi akhon hatere tayir kandhot dhori lolu aru akhon hatere tayir pithi khan maji boloi lolu..aifale mur nunutu thio hy porise. Moi xojug buji mor duta athu xurobhir dehor duiside a di agui dilu aru mur thi hoi thoka nunu tu tayir pithi khonot lahekoi khunidiaboloi dhorilu..kumol pithi khonot mur nunutor tupi tu ifale xifale ghuhabo dhhorilu..ki je ak xihoron uthisil nunu tut..moi hatere tayir pithir upar bhgot fihi asilu aru tol pithit nunu to logai asilu..ak anonyo trpti lagisil mur xei xomoyot..kisuxomoi moi nunutu tayir pithit ghuhi thokar babe prothombaror babe mur nunur pora sirit sirit ke pani ulai ahil.moi xidina imanei tripti palu nunutut..koboloi bhakha bisari puwanai.nunur pora pani uluwar pasot mur jen baxonar bhab kon olop man thami gol ..aru monot ata niraxar bhab futi uthise.pisot moi tayik ga dhoboloi kolu aru lahe dhire moyu ga dhui tar pora ghoroloi gusi ahilu.xidinar moza tu jen aan dinar mozatkoi bohu besi amudjonk asil.

Pisoloi.